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They say that if you can’t talk, write

They say that if you can’t talk, then write but what if feel like no one is really listening regardless of whether it’s written or said. I’ve got so much that I want to say but can’t write it so it makes sense to me or you. I don’t need someone to fix me orContinue reading “They say that if you can’t talk, write”

141. Grief

They say that grief gets easier over time, I don’t know if that’s true but for me, it’s still as raw as day 1. For me, my grief journey had been really messy (and definitely didn’t follow the 5 stages I’d been promised). I’m not the person I was a few years ago, I waste moneyContinue reading “141. Grief”

127. Things I’d like you to know – Please read.

There are loads of things that I’d like you to know about having a mental health condition, especially depression. January is always one of the hardest months for me to get through and this year I feel 100 times worse than normal. Battling my mind every day is exhausting at the best of times, atContinue reading “127. Things I’d like you to know – Please read.”

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103.1 Day 1

Day 1 of half term and I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of the headaches, I’m tired of running, I’m tired of trying to appear stronger than I really am and I’m tired of all the things listed here too. I’m just tired.

99. Struggling, lonely and numb.

I’ve been struggling for what seems an eternity. However, struggling is so hard to explain to those around me but it’s a quick universal answer. At least it’s a step on from the “I’m fine” response. Struggling is all of the below things but to me it’s mostly loneliness. Needing that one person to checkContinue reading “99. Struggling, lonely and numb.”