It’s absolutely exhausting suffering from depression. Fighting against the overwhelming sadness that I have is exhausting. I don’t want to be strong anymore, I want to get better and that involves not being strong all the time. I’m just tired of feeling tired. Depression makes my mind overthink ALL the time so it is exhaustingContinue reading “130. The pain of depression and trying to be strong.”
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121. I only wish the nightmares would stop.
I’ve recently been prescribed a new AD which also helps me sleep. Without doubt, they are amazing at doing that. On the weekends I’m getting about 11 hours which earlier on in the year would take me sometimes 3 days to rack up. Yes they leave me feeling a bit drowsy in the mornings butContinue reading “121. I only wish the nightmares would stop.”
119. Next week….
Next week I tackle another obstacle, I have an occupational health appointment on Tuesday. I have no idea what it’s going to involve or what they can do to help if they can help. I’m already overthinking it and what will happen. My head doesn’t think it can get through next week before it’s evenContinue reading “119. Next week….”
Protected: 118. In many ways I’ve had enough.
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110. Exhausted is an understatement. Completely burntout is more apt.
I don’t know how I’m still standing. I’m completely exhausted at the moment. I’m literally hanging by a thread. I don’t know what to do for the best. I don’t know whether to completely collapse or to keep on running. I am done. Trust me when I say I long to choose the complete collapseContinue reading “110. Exhausted is an understatement. Completely burntout is more apt.”
106. Sleep just doesn’t help.
Just feel so drained, broken and tired, yet can’t sleep, switch off or escape the pain. That is all.
Protected: 104. When you know things need to change.
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103.1 Day 1
Day 1 of half term and I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of the headaches, I’m tired of running, I’m tired of trying to appear stronger than I really am and I’m tired of all the things listed here too. I’m just tired.
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