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141. Grief

They say that grief gets easier over time, I don’t know if that’s true but for me, it’s still as raw as day 1. For me, my grief journey had been really messy (and definitely didn’t follow the 5 stages I’d been promised). I’m not the person I was a few years ago, I waste moneyContinue reading “141. Grief”

124. When numbness feels worse than sadness.

Feeling numb to everything feels worse than it does to feel sad. At least with sadness, there’s hope. With numbness there’s nothing, good or bad. It feels like I’m living in limbo, not going anywhere, not feeling anything and not wanting to go on. The numbness can’t be explained to others so there’s no pointContinue reading “124. When numbness feels worse than sadness.”

121. I only wish the nightmares would stop.

I’ve recently been prescribed a new AD which also helps me sleep. Without doubt, they are amazing at doing that. On the weekends I’m getting about 11 hours which earlier on in the year would take me sometimes 3 days to rack up. Yes they leave me feeling a bit drowsy in the mornings butContinue reading “121. I only wish the nightmares would stop.”

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Protected: 95. The headaches return.

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Protected: 93. Feeling broken but numb.

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82. It feels like just another mask.

So I’m almost 4 weeks in and I can say I’m definitely feeling different but I’m not sure if that’s in a good way or not. I’ve always avoided taking any medication, well apart from my favourite pink painkiller tablets, because I feared I would be left feeling even more numb. The happy pills (andContinue reading “82. It feels like just another mask.”