It’s finally Friday and I’m exhausted. It’s been a full on few days and I’m not sure if I’m tired from being back at school after the summer break or from battling my mind this week.
The conversations and whirlpool that are consuming my head at the moment are pulling me in many different directions. I wake up each morning not knowing which way is up. My heads feels I’m trying to stay positive about many parts of my life. I’ve got things happening this year that should keep me busy but I don’t know how to currently feel about everything. I just really don’t know what to think, feel or do at the moment. I can’t even begin to explain it, my mind just shuts down thinking about it all.
One of my problems is wanting the change but knowing that my mind isn’t strong enough to cope with any more major changes at the moment. Moving house has been tough enough without thinking of any other major changes.
My anxiety is trying to win but I can’t and won’t let it. I’ve got to fight it.
Just me and my lonely mind.co.uk 