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Author Archives: Loneliness adhd and mental health
84. I still look for his face.
This whole grief malarkey is a complicated thing isn’t it. So I know I’ve never dealt with the losses of either of my parents and I’ve now compartmentalised it so deeply that i don’t know how to contemplate grief anymore. So even though it’s been 3 years since my dad passed away, I still fullyContinue reading “84. I still look for his face.”
Protected: 83. Why I’ve stopped talking.
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82. It feels like just another mask.
So I’m almost 4 weeks in and I can say I’m definitely feeling different but I’m not sure if that’s in a good way or not. I’ve always avoided taking any medication, well apart from my favourite pink painkiller tablets, because I feared I would be left feeling even more numb. The happy pills (andContinue reading “82. It feels like just another mask.”
Protected: 81. I’m off to find my train.
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Protected: 80. I’m just tired of being tired.
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Protected: 79. I don’t know how
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Protected: 78. When you feel like you can’t go on like this anymore.
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Protected: 77. Friends, the train and being rock bottom.
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Protected: 76. Exhausted is an understatement.
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Protected: 75. What a long painful week.
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74. The day I hoped would never come
Today is a milestone day. I start on a road that I didn’t want to travel but my life left me with no choice. Is it the cowards way out to take drugs or not? Although I feel like a failure and a broken coward, it took more courage than I ever thought I hadContinue reading “74. The day I hoped would never come”
73. Depression: Why We Push People Away
When we have depression, we oftentimes find ourselves withdrawing from our loved ones and sometimes, pushing people away. We don’t always know why, and it’s not always a conscious thing either, it’s confusing, painful and unsettling. — Read on http://www.blurtitout.org/2018/02/08/depression-why-we-push-people-away/
Protected: 72. Another Father’s Day done.
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Protected: 71. Its Sunday night, the mask is ready.
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Protected: 70. When a book could literally save my life.
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Protected: 69. Decisions Decisions Decisions!
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68. Finally home to take off the mask.
I like nothing better than being able to take off my mask when I get home and let down my walls and be the person that I hide from the world every day. Finally for now it’s off until Monday. It’s been a really hard few weeks since the beginning of May and the cloudsContinue reading “68. Finally home to take off the mask.”
Protected: 67. I’m fighting still because I have you all beside me.
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Protected: 66. I don’t know whether to laugh or cry.
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Protected: 65. To fight on alone.
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64. Thank you for today.
I just want to say thank you to those rare individuals that deserve my thanks today. If you could read the full blog post I put up this morning and not just the title then you may understand why my day was so hard. Fortunately for me you can’t but take it from me, itContinue reading “64. Thank you for today.”
Protected: 63. That train.
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62. When we don’t feel like we’re enough.
Protected: 61. What is the f*#^king point anymore.
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Protected: 60. The friend world through rose tinted glasses.
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59. 3 years
It’s been a long 3 years. Ironically this post number falls on the same number of my family home. The house in which both of my parents died. I don’t even know where the last 3 years have gone. In a way it feels like an eternity and in equal measures, I remember it allContinue reading “59. 3 years”
Protected: 58. I’ve given up asking and hoping.
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Protected: 57. Worried about everything.
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Protected: 56. When your soul feels tired.
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