I’ve reached the point of giving up on asking for help as it’s never given even when I do.
People are never there when I need them so I’ve stopped looking and asking.
Is it a burden thing, god only knows what people think of me when they see me or when I contact them. “Oh here comes Faye being over dramatic yet again, quick hide or look busy so she doesn’t bother us! “
You see, not asking for help is the norm for me because of everything I’ve been through in my life. It’s what I’m used to. It’s all I’ve ever known and the problem is just getting worse the older I get.
Help is the one thing I can’t seem to get from others, I don’t know why but guess it’s because maybe I look like or give off signs that I don’t need it when I desperately do.
Just me and my lonely mind.co.uk 