The last few weeks have been really tough but they’ve taught me many things about myself and my life. I’ve forgotten what it’s like to look forward to anything and I’m just trying to get through each day. I’m living my life In limbo awaiting to crash, for it all to hit me. When all the past trauma hits me, it’s going to hurt like nothing I’ve experienced before. But that’s why I don’t ever stop running, the pain and heartache that’s just to come.
But it’s got to be time to stop running, hit the bottom of the rocks and learn to live again in the life I have left.
Just me and my lonely mind.co.uk 