Today is a milestone day. I start on a road that I didn’t want to travel but my life left me with no choice.
Is it the cowards way out to take drugs or not? Although I feel like a failure and a broken coward, it took more courage than I ever thought I had to make the phone call last week to the doctors. To reach out to someone to ask for some proper help and know that I would get that help instead of feeling like a burden.
So my first tablet is waiting for me tomorrow morning. It would be an understatement if I said I’m not nervous to take it and I only hope they help as I don’t see any alternative anymore.
Just me and my lonely mind.co.uk 